Woke up this morning feeling like crap think I must be having bad dreams, felt really depressed for not really doing anything with my life then I fell asleep again and woke up feeling better. I also remember dreaming that I had twin babies and the female baby was called Anela, was seriously bazaar! Pretty bored now that Im back from seeing Lauren was great to see her even though we didnt do a lot just hung out at her house and played a never ending game of monopoly. We did go into Bath one day and met up with one of her friends from uni tho, the whole day was really good fun and I was particulary amused by watching the fire brigade rescuing a boat of stranded tourists. Im really sad Lauren is going to Italy but I cant wait to visit her as I've always wanted to go to Italy. Im planning on going over with her uni mate chris so even if Lauren is off doing her volunter work etc.. chris and I can go siteseeing. Feeling a bit stressed right now as my dad has found some people for me to contact about placements but its getting a bit late to sort stuff like that out. If I do get offered one I then have to try and find someone to rent my room in Loughborough and possibly find somewhere to live depending where the placement is and buy a car too all in a very very small amount of time. However even though I really really just wanna finish my degree If I do get offered one of the places its too good an opportunity to turn down as unlike most of the placements available these are all places Id really like to work for. In a way Im kindda hoping they'll turn me down as it saves me a lot of hassle and then I can go on and graduate next year knowing that at least I applied, stupid huh?
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